it is now confirmed my grandfather is due to die in the next couple of weeks.
he is on his death bed, we tried to keep him home as much as possible, but has now been moved to hospital. he is in "the black room".
RL has been shit as i have had to continue to work, so as my parents can keep an eye on everything. My family has started organising the funeral..... he isnt even gone yet.
he has called everyone one in to talk, hes finding it hard keeping his strength. he has lost more weight and is now looking like a skelton on legs. i just want to be able to say goodbye and that i love him.....
due to it being new years........ i wish everyone a new year.... my new years revolution.... DONT TAKE ANYONE FOR GRANTED.
As everyone pretty much knows i dont post alot in the fanforum sites.... and really with work and my grandfather i dont really have the time.... but i do LURK.
and i would like to say..... i dont know the back ground of the post written in the news thread on nikkis thread... but really.... i appreciated the video... i support nikki and I SIGNED THE PETITION.
just because i didnt get a personal thank you doesnt mean i am not appreciated as her fan... nikki stated in her video she THANKS ALL FANS.... whether or not she thanked individuals is her right really... i am just grateful she took the time out to say thanks.
really LIVE IS TO SHORT TO DWELL ON PETTY MINOR S
one message shouldnt tear a whole thread apart ...... we support nikki for who she is as a person.... thats the important thing.